Late night thoughts

Dentists, I have absolutely nothing against them. But I'm terrified of the sounds, the drilling and even lying down on that large grey chair, while they stick there fingers in your mouth. Cant stand it. After you've had one bad experience at a dentist you tend to never want to go there again. I've had several and even though I sweat like a pig, shake when the mention of filling or a tooth removal may be involved, I still attend...because i know what's best for me. But I feel vial everytime i come out. The narrow doors and elongated corridors make you feel worse. But I'm here and hopefully everything will be ok.

Sitting at the bus stop, waiting to get to an emergency appointment for 10:20... Yeah I dont know if that's going to happen. Waiting for the number 7. For 20 minutes not a single one  turns up. Then five minutes later 3 come round the corner. At least I've got options...

Dear Brain, You are currently keeping me up with many problematic thoughts in which right now,  I do not Love you for. I agree we have many things to think about but can it wait untill tomorrow? Brain: hmm maybe I can give you a little peace and quiet. Me: turns off the light, gets cosy, closes eyes. Brain: in your dreams, wake up you have, University tomorrow, lectures and so much work to do before your deadlines! Wake up wake up. Plus if you don't look at your options for next year, you will keep worrying what they actually are. Me: sighs, looks at my phone screen for 2 hours deciding if I want to take the extra credit course about business management and creation at 01:00. 03:00 rolls by still absolutely no idea what I want to do. And this after all my many thoughts is where my amazing idea... of starting a new blog came to mind... woo Great! Now hopefully I can get some sleep, Goodnight, I hope.